This past week in his sermon, Pastor Matt mentioned that actions come from one’s nature and what we do arises from who we are. As an only child, I was a precocious little girl with an attitude. I was often sent to my room by my mom to “think about what I’d done or said.” I spent hours in my room as a child “reflecting” on what I’d done! Did it help? Did I change? Was my behavior in some way altered as a result of my punishment? The answer would be absolutely NO. If anything, I just got better at the game!
The game included being sent to my room. Then I’d open my door after a few minutes and say, “I’m sorry – can I come out now?” Then I’d even add a line or two – “I’ll never do that again, Mommy, if you let me out? I promise!!!”
My mom would finally relent and “set me free” from my bedroom jail cell and then the game would resume on another day. I’d do something bad, go to my room, repent, beg and get set free! That’s how the game worked! And I was a real “pro” at playing that game too!
My nature, even as a small child or even today as an adult, was and is sinful! I couldn’t help myself then and I can’t help myself now. I am a sinner by nature! While God hates our sin, He still has compassion towards us and He generously offers us mercy!
Throughout the Old Testament, God had problems with His children and their actions too. The old covenants show that on their own, God’s children were HOPELESS to keep them. However, God’s New Covenant shows us that through faith in Christ, there is HOPE! God didn’t leave His children hopelessly broken forever. He had compassion and wanted to bring full restoration. So God sent Jesus to fulfill God’s Covenant and bring the only true restoration possible. The New Covenant is based on God’s promise and not on our performance! Whew!
On those days when we find ourselves wondering if we matter to God, remember that God’s promises are forever. And that there is nothing we can or will do to ever separate us from the love of God. Here’s a song by Lee Ann Womack that reminds us that God is with us always.
Pax,
Pastor Carol